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"I must see you today," the agitated woman said. "My 18-year-old grandson has been
shot. "Standing at my door was a tiny lady I had laughingly dubbed the "egg lady."
A month before she had phoned and asked, "Are you the healer recommended by Kryon?"
When I answered, "Yes, I am the person listed in their publication," she said she
wanted to meet me. I made an appointment to meet with her. When she arrived, she
had with her a dozen brown eggs from her prized chickens. By her words and actions
I knew clearly that her words and actions were honoring me with a sharing of one
of her treasures. Only later did I discover what a profound reverence for life she
had.
Today, she had showed up at my door unannounced. I ushered her in. As she entered,
she quickly explained, "David, my grandson, opened his door to intruders who intended
to rob him. They shot him point blank in the skull and left him for dead. He managed
to call 911 before he collapsed. Now he is at an emergency center in San Francisco
and is going into surgery. We need your help right away. We need far more help than
doctors alone can provide."
Immediately, I was washed with a flood of the energy that I lovingly call Spirit.
It literally knocked me off my feet and onto my knees. I needed to sit and go into
meditation. I breathed myself into my sacred space, which some might call their
meditative space, and discovered that I could feel the actual energy of the operating
room where David's surgery was then taking place. Not only could I feel the tension
of the room, I could sense the heaviness of the surgeons' and nurses' responsibility.
Although his grandmother and I were in San Diego and David was in San Francisco,
I easily connected with him by means of his grandmother's love and willingness to
connect.
The feeling of heaviness told me that the surgery was not going well. The heaviness
was because no one present in the operating room believed or knew that David could
live. He had not made a decision to die. It was essential that he remember he had
the power to choose every step of the way. This was how I could help him best.
Suddenly Spirit flooded through me into the operating room where David lay unconscious.
I could feel the energy in the room surge and swell with hope and life. It was as
though the entire room became illuminated and uplifted. The Doctors seemed to breathe
deeper and the nurses moved with expectation. The surgeons successfully removed
the bullet from Dou's head. They then induced a coma-like sleep to minimize swelling
in his skull.
When I realized David was in a coma, I knew that he would be lost in darkness and
would need to see the light of this worldly reality to find his way back. I knew
it was now time to give grandmother her assignment. This was difficult for me because
my instructions did not seem, even to me, to serve any logical purpose. But knowing
full well how Spirit understands all, I trusted it once more. I told her to go home
and burn three candles for the next two days and keep three candles burning at all
times. She was also to tell her son, David's father, that he must not give in to
his own sadness and fear. Instead, he needed to be happy, even joking, getting everyone
around him to laugh. There had to be such an abundance of happy energy around David
that the young man could find the light of his earthly family and come back to his
life.
Two or three day's later grandmother came to see again. This time she said, "I want
you to fly to San Francisco with me to see my grandson." I agreed to make the trip.
A couple of days later we were on our way. The short flight was uneventful until,
suddenly, while we were still in the air, I began choking and gagging. Grandmother
looked at me as if I was crazy, but was aware I had been working with David and his
energy while in flight. Working energetically with the young man, I started to feel
strangled. I sensed strongly that David was in serious trouble. As we continued working
with him, he began to stabilize and my own sense of strangulation disappeared as
quickly as it had begun.
We rushed to the hospital. I did not realize until we arrived, David was in the Stanford
University Hospital. I had always placed that particular hospital and university
in extremely high esteem. Suddenly, I was very nervous and off balance. What was
I doing there? It was one thing to allow people to call me a healer in my own home.
It was another thing entirely to function as a healer amongst the physicians and
staff of such a prestigious hospital. It was extremely humbling for me to allow
myself to be there at all. I had to work with my breathing pattern to push aside
my ego's comments. Once again it became clear, Spirit and I were to concentrate
on being myself and doing what I had come to do.
David was lying in his hospital bed, attached to every possible machine. We discovered
that the doctors had earlier removed a tube from David's throat at the very same
time I had felt strangled. Apparently, the procedure had been very painful, and
they had to die David's wrists to the sides of the bed to keep him from thrashing.
This explained why my own throat was in such pain during the flight. Grandmother
also now understood my unusual choking behavior. She smiled and squeezed my hand.
Little did we know that his tied wrists would literally save my life.
Grandmother had everyone else leave the room. I was alone with this young man, who
was attached to more gadgetry and machines than I had ever seen in my life. It looked
like an ER set. The doctors had thinned his blood and given him medication to cause
him to go into a coma so that his brain would not swell after the surgery. They
had gone in from the front of his skull to retrieve the bullet and bone fragments.
The bullet had been lodged in the back of his skull. Then they put the skull back
together and sewed up his scalp. He was now in a deep coma. Looking at all of this
I felt a tremendous rush of love and gratitude for all that these wonderful medical
people had done for him.
I began to blend my energy with David's by matching his breathing pattern. Soon,
a strong sense of how he was feeling in the dark, sleeping space opened for me.
As I began to match my energy with his, I also began to match our breathing more
solidly, until he and I became one blend. At first, I did not know whether he was
aware of this. It was important for me to join David energetically where he was.
I had to go where the darkness of his peaceful coma began or ended. By my willingness
to find him in the coma space, I could connect with him through the energy of my
Spirit connected breath. Breathing with him, I could become a light that illuminated
his darkness, because I was there as by conscious choice. As I matched his breath
and breathed with him, David began to relax and shift into a more comfortable state.
As he watched my light, I began to take over and lead the breathing. Spirit and
I began to lead him out of his coma and back to his waking reality. Luckily for
me, my profound trust of Spirit is so clear I had no need to know what would happen
next.
Just then, the doctor walked into the room. H e wanted to know who I was. I said,
"I am a friend of the grandmother's and I have been asked by the family to come
here. I just move energy. Is it all right for me to be here? I'm just breathing
with him."
The doctor said, "I guess so, it can't hurt anything." And he left.
A great deal of our time together was spent just breathing and breathing. Soon everything
became brighter and brighter. I sensed he had begun to follow the light. This permitted
me to lead him out of the darkness. However, when he followed me out of the darkness,
and opened his eyes, his conscious mind was still in that very moment when he had
been shot. Consequently, he was in a rage. He lunged forward, trying to attack me.
He wanted to get the guy who was shooting at him, but I was the only person in the
room with him. I was so absorbed in the energy between us that it did not occur
to me to be afraid.
Fortunately, David was still tied down from when they had pulled the tube out of
his throat. A terrified eighteen- year -old young man fighting for his life can
be quite fierce and threatening. David continued lunging at the intruder. I spoke
to him in a soothing voice, strengthening and stabilizing my voice as I spoke. I
became very solid and strong, assuring him his assailant was gone, he was now safe,
and he was right here alone with me. I could feel him coming closer and closer,
emerging out of the coma, looking right into my eyes, connecting, and being in the
present moment.
I felt and heard David's breath begin to stabilize. I watched all of the dials; gauges
and numbers on the various machines begin to change. After a while, when David seemed
to have stabilized even further and the numbers stopped changing, I welcomed him
back and told him his family would be happy to see him. I said, "You have been on
a long journey, coming out of your coma and back to this reality. Now, I would like
you to go into a place you know as normal resting sleep. This is different from
your coma. I need you to rest and I need you to restabilize now." I began shifting
our breath into a pattern, which would induce sleep.
As he was breathing with me, and started to drift off, he suddenly became terrified
that he was going to go into the darkness of a coma again. I reassured him, "We
are not going into a coma, that is a different darkness, just stay with me." Through
focus and my staying with him energetically matching his breath, he began softly
breathing in a natural sleep pattern. I assured him that his grandmother, his dad
and I would be back to see him in a little while, but for now he was to take a nap.
Once David was sleeping peacefully, I went to find his family. They were very anxious
and needed some reassurance. "You know," I said, "I think it would be good for us
to get some lunch." So his dad, friends, grandmother, and I all left. They were
thrilled that he was out of the coma and were finally able to relax a little and
eat. They even lapsed into a friendly chatter. Once again their love and light could
sparkle. I knew this was exactly what was needed for them as well as for David at
this time. Healing on so many levels was taking place.
When we returned from lunch, David was not in his room. He had stabilized to the
point that he had been moved to a room for patients requiring less intensive care.
We happily rushed to his new room. His grandmother said, "Hi, David. I am here to
see you."
David opened his eyes. He seemed to be focusing clearly. He looked at his grandmother
and said, "Hi grandma!" It was a magnificent gift. Soon he was talking with everyone,
announcing he was feeling pretty good. We assured him it was important for him to
stay in the hospital and keep getting stronger. With that we knew it was safe to
leave.
The next day, when the doctor came to see him, David said "I'm feeling so much better,
I'd like to get up now." He got out of bed, stood before the doctor and said, I
really feel good. How soon can I go home?" He was released a few days later.
When David was discharged, the doctor told his grandmother, "I had no hope for him.
There was nothing I could do for him. I have no explanation except you are seeing
a miracle."
David is now enrolled at a university and plans to finish his studies, which were
interrupted by the intruder with the gun.
This is how Spirit and I work. I walk people through traumas or away from old traumas
that they have clung to. I stay with them until they come into this reality again.
I help them to open up that space of themselves that has been wounded. Much like
David, some only come to me for a moment in time, so I can walk with them out of
the darkness, stand them upright, and get them going. Then they go on living their
own lives unassisted. Some cases have required multiple meetings. Each individual
is created so magnificently, their integration is unique. I am only a way shower
or bridge builder back to this time and space for a client. Together, Spirit, and
I do far more than if I begin to believe I do anything alone. Only the magnificence
of Spirit can heal.
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